Confession time: here are my two large bins of yarn.
It's been just over a year now since I've visited this space. Where has the time gone? I'd like to say I have been a powerhouse accomplishing all my goals, but sadly this isn't so. I lost my momentum last winter and fell off the wagon of downsizing. While I did get rid of lots of stuff, more has crept back in. Space is a vacuum as they say.
But what really went wrong? Well, I'd have to say a couple of things happened. First, I tend to shop online in the dark months of January and February when my depression is at it's worst. I can actually track this habit back quite a few years now and a habit it has become. While it feels wonderful to look at pretty things and purchase them, I would almost instantly have buyer's remorse and lots of guilt, guilt, guilt upon receiving the item. I realize that this has to stop and to stop it I need to stop going to those shopping sites. Window shopping is just something I am terrible at as I always, and I mean always, end up buying something. Being an introvert by nature makes online shopping a blessing and a curse as they say. I avoid all the crowds, noise, and people, which for me is a good thing, but it also makes shopping too easy as I am able to do it in my pajamas at any time of day or night. So, now I'm only using my computer to sell stuff, check email and stay motivated by reading/watching/listening to people talk about downsizing, tiny homes and minimalism. No more shopping for me.
Secondly, I think I've put myself into temptation's path too often. Now, temptation is very different for people, but for me this meant: going to Sheep and Wool Festivals where there is lots of fibery goodness for sale (remember I knit and spin yarn), going to my local yarn shop just to "look" at what's new, going to knitting events like Yarnover or retreats where there is lots of shopping. Now, I know I can't just isolate myself at home for the rest of my life, but I think knowing my weaknesses will help me. Thus, this year I will only go to one knitting event that I'm taking a class at and will skip the shopping, instead of the four fiber events I went to last year.
Something else has occurred to me this year too. My crafting hobbies need to be downsized even more. If we are going to live in a tiny house (yes, those ones you've seen on wheels) then spinning yarn has to go as it simply takes up too much room with a spinning wheel, multiple tools and all that fluffy fiber. This thought made me also acknowledge that my knitting hobby really needs a few tweaks to make it fit better with a minimalist lifestyle. Instead of knitting whatever takes my fancy I really need to either make sure what I knit for myself coordinates my wardrobe, is something I'll actually use and something I need, or I need to knit for other people be it friends, family or charity organizations. Knitting does make a product and that product has to go somewhere right? This tweaking of my knitting has me getting back on that downsizing wagon with going through my yarn stash and culling as much as I can. It also started me on another downsizing project which I'll tell you about next time. Bye!